Invisible Stage, Countless Eyes on Me | Incheon Social Phobia

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All eyes are on me. It feels like everyone is evaluating and judging me, as if I'm standing alone on an invisible stage.

My face turns red, my voice trembles, and my mind goes completely blank. The desire to socialize with people and the desire to escape this situation fiercely battle within me.

“I can't sleep the night before a presentation. I'm afraid people will look at me strangely or think I'm a fool. I just want to become invisible.”

Social Phobia (Social Anxiety Disorder)

Social phobia is not just about being shy. It's a painful mental issue that traps oneself in a prison of others' gazes, causing one to block off their potential and opportunities to connect with the world.

The 'Distorted Mirror' Reflecting Me

At the core of social phobia is a 'distorted mirror' reflecting oneself. This mirror exaggerates one's small mistakes or flaws, making them appear far larger and more dreadful than they actually are, and presents them as if everyone will see and mock them.

‘My presentation will be terrible.’

‘People are bored with me.’

‘I'm not welcome here.’

This distorted information strongly stimulates our brain's 'danger alarm system' (the amygdala). The body enters a state of extreme tension, as if a predator has appeared before one's eyes. Physical symptoms like a racing heart, cold sweats, and shortness of breath are the direct result of this faulty alarm system.

The 'King' Trembles with Anxiety, and the 'General' is Scared

In Korean medicine, social phobia is viewed as a state where the 'King' (Heart 心) who leads the nation trembles with anxiety, and the 'General' (Gallbladder 膽), who should make brave decisions, is afraid.

The 'Heart' is where our spirit (神) resides, and it is the monarch that governs the entire mind. The 'Gallbladder' is like a general who governs decisiveness and courage. If the energy of both this King and General weakens, either congenitally or due to continuous stress (심담기허 心膽氣虛 - Deficiency of Heart and Gallbladder Qi), the individual easily wavers even at minor external stimuli (others' gazes), and loses the confidence to protect themselves.

A pounding heart, being easily startled, and inability to sleep due to anxiety are all symptoms stemming from this.

Korean Medicine Treatment

Therefore, Korean medicine treatment focuses on stabilizing the 'King's mind' (안신정지 安神定志 - tranquilizing the spirit and calming the will) and strengthening the 'General's courage' (익기장담 益氣壯膽 - boosting qi and strengthening the gallbladder) through a fundamental approach, helping individuals regain a firm mental strength that is not easily swayed by external gazes.

3 Practices to Overcome the Waves of Fear

Fear grows the more you avoid it. Small but courageous practices are needed to overcome the waves of fear.

Practice 1: Experiencing Small Victories (Small Victories)

There's no need to challenge yourself with a major presentation from the start. Try expressing your opinion to your closest friend, or initiating a greeting with a store clerk – steadily accumulate small successes without the pressure of failure. The experience of thinking, 'That wasn't so bad after all,' is the best medicine.

Practice 2: Changing Distorted Thoughts (Reframe Thoughts)

When thoughts like 'Everyone will laugh at me' arise, it's necessary to practice reframing your thoughts by questioning yourself, 'Is that really true? What's the evidence?' or 'Other people might not be that interested in me.'

Practice 3: Shifting Focus (Shifting Focus)

Turn the camera of your consciousness, which is focused on yourself, outwards. When giving a presentation, observe the expressions of 'the audience listening to me' instead of 'your own trembling.' When having a conversation, focus on 'the other person's story' instead of 'your own voice.'

Will You Trap Yourself in the Prison of Avoidance?

The path of neglecting social phobia is to trap yourself in a prison called 'avoidance.' Fearing presentations, you give up good promotion opportunities; finding gatherings uncomfortable, you lose valuable friends; and fearing new encounters, you choose isolation.

Your world becomes progressively narrower, and your potential diminishes. It is sacrificing 'freedom' for 'safety.'

But now, the path of facing fear and striving to correct distorted thoughts goes beyond merely reducing anxiety; it is a choice to freely connect with people, fully seize the opportunities the world offers you, and reclaim a free life where you unleash your true potential.

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